I hate today’s like this. I went from completely happy yesterday to depressive and needing a fix today. I really hope I can keep myself together through this long shift. The last thing I need is a relapse I can’t go back to that again. I really hope I don’t lose her because of this. My gf is my world and I can’t face her knowing I fucked up. Give me strength gods.
Today I watched Teen Mom with my gf. This episode pertained to a young woman who raises her child alone because her bf was a heroin junkie. After seeing on TV how pitiful a user can look I reminded my self how proud I am of quitting, and getting my life together. I know I still have a hell of a way to go and it is not without it’s battles, but I will be strong.
If anyone is out there feeling like I did or wants to try and quit, message me please. I wanna let you know your not alone.
Kevin Francis Gray - Ghost Girl
I’ve seen this posted before, but I had never seen the face…!